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Wedding Dress...

LOVE...

Never should i let u go
Never find myself at home
Ever since that day u walked
Right out the door
You were like my beating heart
That i. i can"t control
Even though we grown apart
My brain can"t see to let u you go

Thinking about old times
When u keep me up late at night
We use to mess around.
Laugh and play fuss and fight.

I guess it"s too late
I"am dance this dance alone
This chapter is done
And the story goes on.

Baby
Can"t believe that you are not with me
Cause you should be my lady
All i want us to set your heart free.

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me you won"t let anyone hurt u
Remember i will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you.

In that wedding dress
Oh see you at that wedding dress.

You got control of me
And i. i can"t explain
Someone call 911 Emergency
Before i go insane.

Since you moved on
U took a piece from me and give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, Heart attack.


We would always fight and fuss
And it seems nothing was right
But i loved you girl and you were my world
But you never trust this guy.

And i just don"t get
When you acting like some other person
But i try my best to hold on
At the times when it ain"t working.

And every time that you say it over
It break my heart and don"t noe why?
Cause you done it a lot times
In the past and i get back up and try.

How could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the left
And i left imperfect smile..

My brain just can"t forget you
Your image and figure playing around me
The way u walk.. your shadow

I find alternative way
To help me but in the end i still love ue
No matter how i"m try
U always be my heart..

Everything Gonna Be Alright

Phantom.Ciel

Love

I use to be alone in this reality world..
We born alone to this world
We will leave this world alone
Till i find my friendship-family love...
But i lack in relationship..
To support and comfort me to continue my journey and daily activities..

She is a star
She make me a dream and build up my fantasy world..
But in reality our world is apart..
We separate by a river..
We stand in our circle
And we saw each other day by day..
But she don mind..
Cause she got a wing...

My road use to be dark and haunt
I found my Juliet..
Now my world is light up
Cause the love she gave..
She come from a different place.
I come from the other side.
Although we not the same..
But i ...... her
My silence is open and cure

Phantom.Ciel

True happiness is to enjoy the present, without anxious dependence upon the future, not to amuse ourselves with either hopes or fears but to rest satisfied with what we have, which is sufficient, for he that is so wants nothing. The great blessings of mankind are within us and within our reach. A wise man is content with his lot, whatever it may be, without wishing for what he has not.

From:Seneca

1-03-2010

Phantom.Ciel

i won"t forget what happen today...1-03-2010...
Firstly...i got selected by teacher...to representative in badminton team....^.^
A kind of happy...and i will try harder to raise up my performance..^.^
And my double player partner is ProAlex...

Secondly...i could not forget today incident..is..
I read my SPM target 2010 in front of my friend...
Although is just a few minute i happy that i given a chance to spoke out
My ambition and aim...My friends listen to it and not laugh for it...
Since i not a very excellent student..score straight A in all examination...
In a nutshell..u guys giving support to me secretly
And hope that we can success in our life together...
I won"t disappointed u guys in SPM

Thanx my classmate...i LOVE U guys...

Thirdly... thanx for Butterhua and Sherilyn Goh...
Who reserve place for me during biology subject in Martin..
Thanx for believe that i not a lazy prefect.
Trust that i will attended the additional class..
Thanx*.*

2010

Our Form 5 Life eventually begin ...
This year is the stepping stone for all of us form 5 student
Our future,life and hopes...
Will be decide in this year {SPM}..
The first day of school is quite bored???or excited....
I'm wear my blue colour long sleeves uniform..
Which all prefer is told to wear a formal shirt at that day
With a tie and our school badge...
Tidy and clean

Early morning already small droplet rain.
Make me lazy go to school early..
But what can i do?? First day school
Have to lolz....^^
6.45am i reach to school front gate.
From what i saw
Quantity of form three student is increase compare to 2009
Amazing and surprise our school canteen is transform...
To more high standard for our SMK Cochrane Perkasa students..
Our high tea^^
[Boss satu mocha ice-blended]...^^
Various of foods and drinks is sold at our school canteen..
Mouth-Watering...*&.&*
Seriously chocolate flavor WAFET is taste bad lolz^^then peanut
Less teachers attend the class..
If got also give us some lecture and advice
Cause SPM what can we do ..

School finished at 1.05pm today..
Sherilyn and Ah Niew company me to Martin..
Add one more subject {Biology]
Weak in Chemistry,Biology and Add.Math
Later we have our lunch at chat room..^^

Luster
Luvz
Tendou
Pet pet Lim
Sherilyn
Niew
Me[Phantom]
Jie ye
Jia yee
Taiko

After finish lunch 5 of them took a rest in my house.
Cause later we have additional class for 2 hours 30 minutes..
To rest, sleep and gaming{luster and pet pet Lim]{Dota}..
Luzx.Niew.Sherilyn and Me rest on sofa..
What a cute face they have^^
First time my friend have a rest in my house
Especially girl..
Is my pride...lolz^^
What a memories i have today
A cute friends...
Laughing..
Joke..
Sitting together..

Ok i end my blog here

Phantom.Ciel

Year 2010
New image.new style.new aim
new life.new ambition
Bad habits die fast
Spm come lah
5s1
U are the best of the best...^^

With determination and hard working
I believe i can do it.

我沒有足夠的時間...

Time is flowing and i still don left much time..
I really fall for it.what should i do...

Love is swift.pious.joyful.generous.patience.strong.faithful.long-suffering and courages..
What phenomena can explained LOVE..

Since very long time ago,people have search meaning of Love.Even the great philosophy their great profound definitions..could not fully touch the essence of Love..

".Love is the first feeling u feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.."

".When someone loves you.The ways he/she says your name is different,You know that your name is safe in your mouth."

".Love is when girl puts on perfume and a boy start choose his cloths wisely and they go out smell each other.."

".Love is someone hurt u..And u get so mad but u don't yell at him because u know it would hurt his feeling but in deeply u hope he will treat u better next time.."

".Love is makes u smile although u exhausted and tired.."

".Love is when you kiss all time.Then when u get tired of kissing,u still wan to be together and talk more.."

".Love is hugging,Love is kissing and Love is saying no...Love would not appear by conducting experiment..."

''.Love is when u tell a guy you like his shirt,then he wears it everyday.."

"..Love is when together your heartbeat raising...when u hug each other u feel sense of relief.."

I don't have much time left..
That feeling is hunt down me..
I care for u but i can't show it..
I miss u but u don't know it..
I fall for u but i can't stop it...
"..Knowing LOVE is suffer and pain why human still fall in Love..
In the end all people will lonely.."

"..When you love somebody.your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out from u.."

My Holidays...

Hmmm.......
Already few days i not uptade my blog and pay visit on friend post...
Cause Hari Raya so extremely sorry to moo
Cause not publish a comment on your post...
Ok

So many friend sms me and ask these questions...
1.)How your holiday going??
2.)Do you enjoy your holidays

And Final

3.)Anything special occur when celebrating your raya.....


And my answer is Yes...Yes...Yes....

Something just happened in my hometown...
This event or also call incident give me big impact on my life..
Hmm....
It is inevitable for things such as died
Is hunting us wherever we are..
But i can't tell u wat really happening....
Is something scary???
I say no
If i spoke out
u guys will having nigthmare in your dream..
So please don't ask ...
Let me keep it as secret....
Shhhhh..!!!!
Surrounding is forcing us to be mature to accept this world...
Thanx to ALLAH for guided me to the path of heaven...
Now i being more mature leh..

Life is not boring...
Just enjoy wat u do to the max....
School is gonna reopen soon...
And schedule will be the same as before....
Final examination is coming....

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain.
Patience will turn anger to sweet..

I will not hesitate to take my steps...

Ciel PhantomHive