我沒有足夠的時間...

Time is flowing and i still don left much time..
I really fall for it.what should i do...

Love is swift.pious.joyful.generous.patience.strong.faithful.long-suffering and courages..
What phenomena can explained LOVE..

Since very long time ago,people have search meaning of Love.Even the great philosophy their great profound definitions..could not fully touch the essence of Love..

".Love is the first feeling u feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.."

".When someone loves you.The ways he/she says your name is different,You know that your name is safe in your mouth."

".Love is when girl puts on perfume and a boy start choose his cloths wisely and they go out smell each other.."

".Love is someone hurt u..And u get so mad but u don't yell at him because u know it would hurt his feeling but in deeply u hope he will treat u better next time.."

".Love is makes u smile although u exhausted and tired.."

".Love is when you kiss all time.Then when u get tired of kissing,u still wan to be together and talk more.."

".Love is hugging,Love is kissing and Love is saying no...Love would not appear by conducting experiment..."

''.Love is when u tell a guy you like his shirt,then he wears it everyday.."

"..Love is when together your heartbeat raising...when u hug each other u feel sense of relief.."

I don't have much time left..
That feeling is hunt down me..
I care for u but i can't show it..
I miss u but u don't know it..
I fall for u but i can't stop it...
"..Knowing LOVE is suffer and pain why human still fall in Love..
In the end all people will lonely.."

"..When you love somebody.your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out from u.."

My Holidays...

Hmmm.......
Already few days i not uptade my blog and pay visit on friend post...
Cause Hari Raya so extremely sorry to moo
Cause not publish a comment on your post...
Ok

So many friend sms me and ask these questions...
1.)How your holiday going??
2.)Do you enjoy your holidays

And Final

3.)Anything special occur when celebrating your raya.....


And my answer is Yes...Yes...Yes....

Something just happened in my hometown...
This event or also call incident give me big impact on my life..
Hmm....
It is inevitable for things such as died
Is hunting us wherever we are..
But i can't tell u wat really happening....
Is something scary???
I say no
If i spoke out
u guys will having nigthmare in your dream..
So please don't ask ...
Let me keep it as secret....
Shhhhh..!!!!
Surrounding is forcing us to be mature to accept this world...
Thanx to ALLAH for guided me to the path of heaven...
Now i being more mature leh..

Life is not boring...
Just enjoy wat u do to the max....
School is gonna reopen soon...
And schedule will be the same as before....
Final examination is coming....

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain.
Patience will turn anger to sweet..

I will not hesitate to take my steps...

Ciel PhantomHive

....::::{Checkmate}::::....

Rules hold no meaning in the world,
There will inevitably be knight
who break the rules and pawn who disobey orders

Troop.....Castle.....Bishop.......Knight......Queen

If u let your guard down for even an instant
You will be in checkmate..
Mistakes one move and you are died
It just like chess.

That is why i won't hesitate!!!
I will use my pieces carefully
All i have to do is survive and win the games
Using all of the pieces i need
Shadow,trick,plan and....
Strategy.
No matter how many pieces pile up
Under that throne,Once the king falls
The game is over....

I won't stop,nor regret
I make my first step forward.So

This is an order,
Never betray me,anyone but you.
Never leave my side
No matter what...

Even if i falling down and
Break that shining crown
Or uncountable corpses pile up under me
U must be next to me
Until the times comes..
U hear my last calls......

......::::{Checkmate}::::......

Ciel Phantomhive

....

Recently...
Dunno wat happen to me
Something weird about me.
All thing not act according to my plans.

If i do any mistakes pls inform or notify me..
I will try to improve myself and not try to
Embarrass me in front my friend..
No matter how intimate we are..
This considered as my warning..

Class proceed as usual and nothing special..
Biology,Physic,Chemistry and additional math
Teacher teach something new day by day
And final examination is waited us
In the end of the path we take...
About frustrated oral test..
Haizz...
I will try to improve my .
Vocabulary,pronounciation and my english essay
I miss her so much..
Just wan stare at her pair of bright eye.
My story are began now..

I put a bet on a game
With the ability and confident
I had.....
Arrogant i could be..
Lastly i lose my game..
My property
My woman
My power
All left me behind the dark corner
Try to restore my everthing
What i get is...
Disappointment, emptiness, sadness, lonely...
I had my convention with the devil..
With the condition..
I were lost my soul
My heart will sink in to darkness
But i don't care anymore...
From that time
I know...

....:::::{Something once lost u can't return back}:::::.....


Ciel Phantomhive

......:::::{Sad Story}::::.......

Here are the story i read from article
I edit something on this story
it was a sad story.
For the couple who in love..
You will shed your tears after reading this...
If u are human
Have feeling and emotion...

So please appreciate each other.
This story all about LOVE...

Here we go...

There was a Boy..There was a Girl...
Who both to shy to say....
[How much they love each other}...
He was always popular one...
She was the first one will be mention...
They saw each other at school in school..
But no one admired their love and feeling.
The girl waited on msn..
she was about to sign out when...
The boy name came out...
And then he suddenly spoke to her.....

B:Hi...there something i needed say to u...
G:Actually she replied .....i have something to say to u as well
B:I Love U...will u go out with me??...
G:The girl not believe what she reading....Of cause she replied

From that days on they did everything together..
Stick together each hour,minute, and second....
Live together happy and excited..
Both of them just living in a dream world...
Until that days the boy rang the girl....

B:Honey....i have something to tell u..
G:"What that"..replied that girl in quivering voice..
B:I moving to American and i never come back....
I will miss you like no one else...But i will love u always...

The girl drop the phone floor..and ran up to her room...
The girl stare on the moonlight..
The boy wrote a letter to her
And put under floor of her house...
The girl found the letter but.{HeartBroken}.
So she keep it at the hidden diaries....
She awoke the next morning..and the boys left a message
On the answer phone..

B:Honey..i leaving tomorow and my only {Last} wish
is to say Goodbye....take care...

Hearing the voice just ripped her heart to two...
She cant bear it and go for a long walk....
She cried that night to sleep herself....
She walked down stair a switch her {T.V} on....
To her {Horror}
{Headlines}:Plane crash horror at 5 this morning....
No one survive....
She dropped the remove control..
And left herself to a corner fir with despair...
She never granted his {Last} wish that
most hurt her....
She skipped the school that days..She couldn't
Bear the condition to see her friends....
She lay on the bed reading her diary that night..
A piece of paper fell out on the floor
The Boy letter...
She just to open it...
Suddenly that was a knock at the door...
She thought her mom came back...
She dragged to downstairs..with the piece of letter....
and opened the door...
Standing the door was that Boy!!!!.....

G:But you died on that crash!!!...she cried
B:I never caught that plane..He said..do your really
I would have left..when i knew i {Forgotten} something important...??
G:"What would that be"....the girl still is shock...
B:My letter...he say.and pointing on her hand...
G:The girl opened up the letter it read...
Don't ever lost this....Because i will coming back for it...
B:It just a excuse To Say I Love U for one last time
Before i leave....said that boy

The girl just smiled,and together they
share One Last Time {Passionate Kiss}....
and then
.
..
...
....
.....
Goodbye

While reading this story please opened up my display music...
Don't comment on this if u don't have
The feeling
{Love] and {Emotion}
I will hate it and delete...

....::::There only happiness in this world::::......
.....::::Is to love and be loved::::.....

For one last time...
In this post...

I
Love
U
{C}

{Zuzu}

Farewell..{Memories}..{C}

Lately something teribble happen in my life
This incident make me grow stronger and mature...
Recall back my past i feel that is quite funny
Friend...family
Love..hatred..
Dream...life
i wont forget wat u told me
i will remember it until my dead

In front my friend i often spoke about {c}..
All is just a dream
That is damn naive and ridiculous
I dont have the courage to say hi also..
Build castle in the air
From now on i swear i gonna forget all about she..
Still have a long stride and path i need to go toward...

Moo
Hardworking guy
Hate people who beat the bush not straight foward
But over the limited also dunno....
The person i most cared about his advise.
One word represent{Talent}...
But have bad habit and attitude i dislike not hate
Have a great and good heart...
But scare to expressed to keep itself cool like...:: {Min}::....
This make people very dulan he
Appreciate your friend
Treat they as kind as u can....


All questions has been solved
our class will back to normal...
No more hatred between our friend..^^

No matter how far i escape
pain...suffer...fact...shadow
will chasing me until my last breath...
Born special..
Experience special
My fate and destiny also will be special

.....:::::Once u lost it u cannot obtain back the past:::::....
Appreciate what u got now.....

My Birthday

The day i wish is finally came
Feels happy and nothing can described my feeling now
Go to additional class all giving me greeting and wish lo^^.....
Thanx to

Juju
Tai
Cyc
Ycy
Je
Lyn{Thanx a lot}

Thanx for the present u bought for me
I really like it
And i will appreciate very much
I will use it everyday de....

Lately our class really arise many issue and comment
But i will not interfere de
I just hope as a classmates

Study together
Laugh together
Joke together
Cry together
Is something not ordinary
Is very special we should appreciate
Our life just only a few year
Not all of us in this world can have the chance to sit down and learn something together
Friend is not a word that u always speak out loudly!!
Friend is something u should respect they and treat they as kind as u can...

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier

So Pls appreciate it meaning of friendship and your friend...

Telling the truth and honest is all solution for the questions
This is falsafah of being human in this world{Moo}...

Lyn
{here my advise for u}
Be nature ,Be happy
Smile always in your life
Stress and problem will decrease
Smile is the most effective medicine to all sick..
So smile^-^
I will happy when see my friend happy and smile..^^

One more thing i wan mention is..
{C} LOVING U IS THE GREATEST MEMORIES AND MOMENT I CAN GET
I will not stop loving u
I promise
Until the last glow of candle.....

Kuroshitsuji say
戰爭的藝術，那麼，是由五個不變的因素，
並考慮到在自己的討論，
在尋求確定的條件，獲得在外地。

Zuzu_{C}
3-9-2009
{C}