My Holidays...

Hmmm.......
Already few days i not uptade my blog and pay visit on friend post...
Cause Hari Raya so extremely sorry to moo
Cause not publish a comment on your post...
Ok

So many friend sms me and ask these questions...
1.)How your holiday going??
2.)Do you enjoy your holidays

And Final

3.)Anything special occur when celebrating your raya.....


And my answer is Yes...Yes...Yes....

Something just happened in my hometown...
This event or also call incident give me big impact on my life..
Hmm....
It is inevitable for things such as died
Is hunting us wherever we are..
But i can't tell u wat really happening....
Is something scary???
I say no
If i spoke out
u guys will having nigthmare in your dream..
So please don't ask ...
Let me keep it as secret....
Shhhhh..!!!!
Surrounding is forcing us to be mature to accept this world...
Thanx to ALLAH for guided me to the path of heaven...
Now i being more mature leh..

Life is not boring...
Just enjoy wat u do to the max....
School is gonna reopen soon...
And schedule will be the same as before....
Final examination is coming....

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain.
Patience will turn anger to sweet..

I will not hesitate to take my steps...

Ciel PhantomHive

....::::{Checkmate}::::....

Rules hold no meaning in the world,
There will inevitably be knight
who break the rules and pawn who disobey orders

Troop.....Castle.....Bishop.......Knight......Queen

If u let your guard down for even an instant
You will be in checkmate..
Mistakes one move and you are died
It just like chess.

That is why i won't hesitate!!!
I will use my pieces carefully
All i have to do is survive and win the games
Using all of the pieces i need
Shadow,trick,plan and....
Strategy.
No matter how many pieces pile up
Under that throne,Once the king falls
The game is over....

I won't stop,nor regret
I make my first step forward.So

This is an order,
Never betray me,anyone but you.
Never leave my side
No matter what...

Even if i falling down and
Break that shining crown
Or uncountable corpses pile up under me
U must be next to me
Until the times comes..
U hear my last calls......

......::::{Checkmate}::::......

Ciel Phantomhive

....

Recently...
Dunno wat happen to me
Something weird about me.
All thing not act according to my plans.

If i do any mistakes pls inform or notify me..
I will try to improve myself and not try to
Embarrass me in front my friend..
No matter how intimate we are..
This considered as my warning..

Class proceed as usual and nothing special..
Biology,Physic,Chemistry and additional math
Teacher teach something new day by day
And final examination is waited us
In the end of the path we take...
About frustrated oral test..
Haizz...
I will try to improve my .
Vocabulary,pronounciation and my english essay
I miss her so much..
Just wan stare at her pair of bright eye.
My story are began now..

I put a bet on a game
With the ability and confident
I had.....
Arrogant i could be..
Lastly i lose my game..
My property
My woman
My power
All left me behind the dark corner
Try to restore my everthing
What i get is...
Disappointment, emptiness, sadness, lonely...
I had my convention with the devil..
With the condition..
I were lost my soul
My heart will sink in to darkness
But i don't care anymore...
From that time
I know...

....:::::{Something once lost u can't return back}:::::.....


Ciel Phantomhive

......:::::{Sad Story}::::.......

Here are the story i read from article
I edit something on this story
it was a sad story.
For the couple who in love..
You will shed your tears after reading this...
If u are human
Have feeling and emotion...

So please appreciate each other.
This story all about LOVE...

Here we go...

There was a Boy..There was a Girl...
Who both to shy to say....
[How much they love each other}...
He was always popular one...
She was the first one will be mention...
They saw each other at school in school..
But no one admired their love and feeling.
The girl waited on msn..
she was about to sign out when...
The boy name came out...
And then he suddenly spoke to her.....

B:Hi...there something i needed say to u...
G:Actually she replied .....i have something to say to u as well
B:I Love U...will u go out with me??...
G:The girl not believe what she reading....Of cause she replied

From that days on they did everything together..
Stick together each hour,minute, and second....
Live together happy and excited..
Both of them just living in a dream world...
Until that days the boy rang the girl....

B:Honey....i have something to tell u..
G:"What that"..replied that girl in quivering voice..
B:I moving to American and i never come back....
I will miss you like no one else...But i will love u always...

The girl drop the phone floor..and ran up to her room...
The girl stare on the moonlight..
The boy wrote a letter to her
And put under floor of her house...
The girl found the letter but.{HeartBroken}.
So she keep it at the hidden diaries....
She awoke the next morning..and the boys left a message
On the answer phone..

B:Honey..i leaving tomorow and my only {Last} wish
is to say Goodbye....take care...

Hearing the voice just ripped her heart to two...
She cant bear it and go for a long walk....
She cried that night to sleep herself....
She walked down stair a switch her {T.V} on....
To her {Horror}
{Headlines}:Plane crash horror at 5 this morning....
No one survive....
She dropped the remove control..
And left herself to a corner fir with despair...
She never granted his {Last} wish that
most hurt her....
She skipped the school that days..She couldn't
Bear the condition to see her friends....
She lay on the bed reading her diary that night..
A piece of paper fell out on the floor
The Boy letter...
She just to open it...
Suddenly that was a knock at the door...
She thought her mom came back...
She dragged to downstairs..with the piece of letter....
and opened the door...
Standing the door was that Boy!!!!.....

G:But you died on that crash!!!...she cried
B:I never caught that plane..He said..do your really
I would have left..when i knew i {Forgotten} something important...??
G:"What would that be"....the girl still is shock...
B:My letter...he say.and pointing on her hand...
G:The girl opened up the letter it read...
Don't ever lost this....Because i will coming back for it...
B:It just a excuse To Say I Love U for one last time
Before i leave....said that boy

The girl just smiled,and together they
share One Last Time {Passionate Kiss}....
and then
.
..
...
....
.....
Goodbye

While reading this story please opened up my display music...
Don't comment on this if u don't have
The feeling
{Love] and {Emotion}
I will hate it and delete...

....::::There only happiness in this world::::......
.....::::Is to love and be loved::::.....

For one last time...
In this post...

I
Love
U
{C}

{Zuzu}